Step 3...Culture Shock

I've definitely come down from the previous high and I find myself very frustrated. This post is just me primarily getting shit off of my chest..Don't leave comments because this shit is just temporary..
I can't stand... (at the moment)
paying $15,000 dollars for classes that are teaching me things I've learned back in Oklahoma
the language barrier
the coldness of Japanese people
the constant excuses Japanese people give
the non-straightforwardness of Japanese people and conversationsthe constant stares, especially since noone will fucking even say hello
the shyness and mass conformity of the japanese
the constant dull routine of everyday
how damn cold the dorms are at night
being stuck in the dorms
how fucking expensive everything is
the fact that pizza in japan sucks
the fact that I can talk or see family and friends
the fact that I keep getting volunteered to go to stupid ass events where I have to talk in English and yet nobody understands a damn word
the fact that I have yet to be anywhere outside of yamaguchi

People reading this, I dont need your sympathy, criticism, or smart remarks..

I know what I need to fix, but it takes time and at the current moment..I'm fed up with a lot of shit. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!